In Uncategorized on December 9, 2010 at 5:06 am

Last weekend i hooked up with and old flame so to speak, its a guy that i went out with a while but we kinda stopped, and sice every single time we met it was kinda weird, i mean we would say hello but nothing besides that, then on sunday BAM, here we go again.
And it was weird because i saw that i missed kissing him and being around him. Oy vey, why do i always find new things to worry about?

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In Uncategorized on October 28, 2010 at 5:24 am

I propose a dare here and now, i dare the universe to make me meet someone and fall in love, ´cause quite frankly i don´t see that happening to me, not again, not like i was once.
I only really fell in love true love once, and i got a broken heart for that, and a best friend, we might have our spouses in the future, but we´re soulmates, real soulmates.
So i dare, here and now, to make me meet someone and fall, lately i´ve been going from guy to guy without even asking ofr their numbers, just kissing, sometimes having casual sex and then sailing off.
Im like Meredith Grey, with the tequila and the sex with inappropriate men.

That´s why im proposing this dare, so i can leave the old whore behind yet again, cause i have to options in my single life, celibacy or casual sex, i tried the whole celibacy thing, and let me tell ya, it sucks, big time, having sex is way better!

So com on Universe, and stars, and gods, and signs, and whatever else is out there, The Dare Is On!! Lemme know how that works for ya….


In Uncategorized on September 26, 2010 at 9:27 pm

It´s weird you know, last night was amazing, everything worked out the way i wanted to work, the night was perfect, the party was awesome, packed, great music, great people.
All my friends there, everybody happy, and i found myself happy and sad at the same time, cause, evrybody who worked on the party had someone to share that with, a boyfriend or a girlfriend to go like, babe, it worked, it was a hit!!
And i was there alone, i kinda felt like Mark on Rent, when they sing La Vie Boheme, everyone with someone and he´s alone,
That´s how i felt, alone in a sea of people, i guess that´s what you get for beign a cold hearted bitch sometimes, they got home with their loved ones, i got home with the money that i´ve earned.

Still, a part of me would trade, that money for the moment of having someone there with me, rooting for me, supporting me, i think most people take that for granted sometimes, but people like me, who never had that, we know how much that hurts.

My best friend was there, and she´s getting married and i feel like im gonna loose her, and she´s the closest thing i have to that rooting system, i wish i could just enjoy the moment you know, be happy that my party was a hit, and just enjoy that, instead i mope because it was a hit, but i´m alone, kinda bittersweet in the end, to be succesfull in something, but knowing you´re flawed in something else that u need at that moment…..